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作者: 京华倦客[85894620] 2003-02-14 10:48:39
this may shock you, but i have seen many many rude, 'uncivilized' act by our fellow country men. maybe i'm just saying this to shame myself. but i do agree that we are, or at least we're becoming this 劣等民族 he's talkin about. the mainstream pop culture...i knows nothing of it, but i think i need say no more, y'all have eyes...one question though, how the fucck did country music made its way into chinese stages?
i personally don't give a flying gezeely about jap stuff, but known thy father, that, i did not. i don't have a clue about my forefathers, my background, my family history, let alone chinese history. 由小家而大家嘛。if i don't even know anything about my family heritage, how would i go learn about my race's greatness? many people, i believe, had grown up the same way i did. there's really not much emotional output from parents as much as their parents did them. at least ass whooping make you understand they're mad. but i've got none. not to complain. but in a psychological point of view, this ... never mind, i can't explain it.
总之。。。或许我是在为自己开脱。但我确实不认为了解自己的历史能对爱国有任何直接影响。作者不也说了吗。他从小都是看爱国电影长大的,什么918呀,他也都是知道的。没有他后来和日本人的接触,他的媚日观可能很难改变。现在不是还有很多商家在918开店吗?!当我跟我爸说这事的时候,他很轻描淡写的说了一句多管闲事。多管闲事?!TMD多管闲事。自己是当过兵的,这点出息都没有。去年买车也非TM要买日本的。我都同意买美国的了。。。MD。。。从我家开始?我TM一直都是懒得流脓的,要我跟他大吵一架然后搬出去?等大学再说吧。。。反正贷款上。。。

(跑题跑的太远,回都回不来了。。。)

oh, yeah. i agree with that jap's opinion. yeah, we're all fuccked. sure, we can't 以偏概全, but what's been seen, had been seen. foreigner doesn't care about who the ****k are you. "you're either japanese or vietnamese or maybe korean". that's how they've always asked me. in this shitty place i can't just smash their face in. so i have to sit there take this humiliation of my country, and nicely tell them, FUCCK NO! I'M CHINESE! then with much pride, i'll add on, FROM BEIJING. then they'll go, but you're so dark... yea, friggin whites... never seen a chinese with pride. but why?! why everyone i know, walks around with their eyes on the ground? didn't your teacher beat you enough to make you able to channel the rage whenever you want? look alive people! heads straight, and ram over those sons ova biaches. yeah, we're on their turf, so what?!

here's what i chant in my head during rowing trainings:
"i'm a young and proud 楚、吴(dad/mom) knight,
i feel no pain and i learned how to fight.
hatred, and vengence will be my guide,
help me through these pitch black night."

京华倦客's new theory: can't love if you can't hate.
 
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