Two years ago, I immigrated here because I believe I was able to pursue a better life, I believe the system is better and I can have a better life here, on all aspects of life.
Two years later, for me, personally, the part I love to live in China is that I never need to remind myself I am a Chinese or Canadian immigrate. When I walk, talk, I was there, a Chinese in China.
Here, especially when you talk to some cold-blooded English people, you can feel that you are completely a " guest" here, well, you are welcome, but this country is not yours !
You tried to be international, actually in China I was considered to be international by my friends, a lot of friends all over world, work in foreign companies, speak English sometimes more than speak Chinese if I had a meeting with boss and headquarter.
But, now I realized that, sorry, there is no international in this world, only national. People need the feeling of belongs.
I guess I would go back to China, mainly because I feel that is my home, when you read newspaper, things happen, doesn`t matter it is good news or bad news, you have response, because that is all related to me, because that`s my country, the music, the new movies, the books, even the jokes...
Even though there are so many problems there ...