In terms of swearing, I'm not very experienced. If I made some mistakes, please forgive me for the inconveniences. To: pighead. It is not ur fault to be a pighead, neither ur parents'. I know u have tried ur best to become the best pighead; and it is very hard for me to tell u that no matter how hard u try, the best u can become is a smart pighead. Therefore, don't force urself too hard. Let's use an analogy to describe the relationship b/t ur dreams and ur ability. Let's say ur ability is the gravity, and ur dreams are the apples on the tree. What happenes when we put gravity and apples together- it pulles them down. As for dreams, ur ability pulls them down. See!... Don't feel bad about urself, it is not ur fault( it is ur ability's fault)... And remember, u are still the best pighead...